Siguro nga, may mga bagay tayong matagl nating bago mapakawalan. we have certain emotions that we can't let go so easy. sometimes, these are the most painful ones. ironic? painful as it can be, but the truth remains that it clings to our system until the present. bullcrap! when you get honest with yourself and face this bad dream, tears will just pour. but then again, i have decided to stop all the crying since it is a waste of energy. being able to let go seems to be an easy phrase to tell all the time but doing it takes a lot of guts.
yes, i speak of unresolved things i have with myself. it must not be a major thing for me but i make it one. the more i avoid the thought, it just creeps again and again. i always say that i am not yet prepared and time has not yet done its heeling. but Carlo? Hello? some say that i just have to deal with it as something worth reformatting myself for the better. but then again, how come. i just can't see the point frat??? this issue has long captured me and i am doing evrything to the best of my capability to free myself. this is something that i must do alone. i always tell that soembody not in my shoe will not understand. and hell, it's true.
man versus himself. what can i say. my worst nemesis is the nice looking guy named "me"! sheesh. not that i am in a point of break down. i just felt blogging this to have an entry. life. it is complicated.
boy, i need a catalyst so that i can reach my battle's equilibrium as soon as possible.
i'm doing great anyway!!! hilarious.......
still solving life's unbalanced chemical equation.....
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